Hello Again,
Over the last few weeks, no matter how many different paths I have traveled, they all seem to bring me to a consideration of compasion. Years ago Iwas working as a youth counselor .We were all young and inexperienced in the healthcare profession and were primarily hired for this very reason, thinking that we understood the young people . There were many psychiatrists, physicians, mental health professionals available as our mentors. I had a great deal of difficulty with this arrangement. The advisors who were assigned to me seemed to be so distant and removed from the clients that I found myself judging the professionals as uncaring, false, hypocritical, and distant from the client. I further “judged” that I was the only one who really cared for my people. Well, already I can hear you saying “you judged them, Tom? ” Did you create karma when you did that?” You bet I did !!!
I have since come to realize that the advisors were protecting themselves , in the best way they knew how, from all the chaotic energy of the clients, whether it was violation energy, heartache, disease or simply growing pains. It also showed me that I had issues with this situation. It took me many years to see this about myself. So by “caring” so much for my clients the way I did I found myself taking on a great deal of their burden and at the end of the day I was exhausted. Another way to say this, I was empathizing with my clients. The only way I could cope was to immerse myself in a hobby of doing leatherwork, at home. The situation was even more magnified when, at the beginning of the next week, I was seeing the same clients, who were also becomimg my friends , showing up at the center with the same problems that I thought we dealt with last week. There was a sense that nothing was being accomplished at work, but in the evening, I was being productive and creative and I had something to show for it.
I was impulsive and quit my job and moved to another state to apprentice with a shoemaker. This was 37 years ago and here I am looking at this issue with fresh eyes. My journey with Linda and sonic reiki has given me an opportunity to explore this story from another point of view, highlighting many issues that I have carried for a very long time.
The first being this “ judgement issue.” It is very detrimental to any relationship to involve judgement because it presupposes that one person is right and the other is wrong. It also claims the authority to determine the worth or value of the situation. This automatically eliminates any possibility of compassion. (Please muscle test that statement.) I feel that compassion is at the heart of our work and an essential ingredient in the healing process. True compassion is the ability to see and care from the other point of view, in divine neutrality.
So before I go on, eventhough I feel that I’ve done a lot of work to release judgement as a behavior or practice of mine, Iask myself, ” do I have judgement in my energy field?” When I muscle tested this I got a strong Yes. So I continued; do I have judgement in my physical body? Answer: yes. Do I have judgement in my emotional body? Yes. In my mental body? Yes. In my spiritual body? Yes.
I’m even seeing to ask, is this a matrix attached to these bodies? answer: yes. To each body? Yes. I’m also seeing to ask, do I have a matrix of judgement on my divine healer self? answer:yes. Hummmm! I say to myself, this is big. If that is true, is this what is preventing me from healing myself on a deeper level? As well as facilitating others at a deeper level? Yes and Yes.
So what do I do with this info? The first thing I do is “be grateful to see this in myself.” The old me would have been judging myself already. The new me says, lets recap. I see that I have a matrix of judgement on my physical body, on my emotional body, on my mental body, and on my spiritual body. I also see that I have a matrix on my divine healer.
So I ask again, is this the big picture of the little picture here? Yes. In sonic reiki I have learned that I can state an intent to release these matrices.
So here we go. It is my intent to create a quantum configuration chamber, 144,000 strong, in order to release any and all harmful judgement matrices on my physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies as well as the matrix on my divine healer, and simultaneously bring my judgement to divine neutrality for the highest possible reality of divine love and divine light and I ask Divine Lady Grace to grace any and all karma associated with this intent,now.
The next step in sonic reiki is to muscle test if this intent is complete? YES. I also ask is my protocol complete? This usually involves Lady Grace. Yes, and finally I ask , do I have complete permission for this intent? If the answer is yes , I state my intent to align my divine diamond heart to this intent ,now, thankyou, thank you, thank you!!!! ( If the answer is no to being complete , then I go back and see what is in need of expansion or clarification.)
The next step is to tone , any sound that comes from deep within the heart, it has to be more than one syllable, more then the traditional OHMMMM. This alows a deeper, multidimensional tone to emerge. This is actually what I have done while writting this piece. I feel that I’ve released a great burden by doing this intent and I have greater awareness of self.
You can see that muscle testing is essential to this entire process, also asking the proper question, and following the protocol. Thankyou, for the attention you have given this blog and sincere thanks to all of you who have shared your understanding of what compassion means to you. As a practitioner, it is essential to be divinely neutral in order to facilitate another’s healing and our own.
Namaste, Tom.
P.S. For clarification on any of the terms, see sonic reiki.com